Mono no aware—“a sensitivity to things”, the prevailing aesthetic of beauty in Japan; the “ah-ness” of life and love; beauty as an awareness of the transience of all things, a gentle sadness at their passing.
Recent Writing
There Was a Child Went Forth
Feb. 12, 2010 2 Comments
With apologies and thanks to Walt Whitman for the title lifted, a brief ode—first published in Inspiration-Letters—to the now faded, sun-filled days of childhood, and the eternal summer of meditation, where the inner child, bathed in a sunshine that will never fade, eternally plays.
The journey from child to man is said to be a passage, [...]
Across the Ocean to Swim or Sink
Nov. 15, 2009 5 Comments
As featured in Inspiration-Letters 17, a biographical account of a journey in search of self; a journey in search of the sunlit path.
He was a bear of a man, with a bear-like, straggly grey beard, the last vestige and visage of the Rabbinical life-path his Hebrew parents had probably intended, in a preacher-like occupation—Religious Studies [...]
My Japanese Brother
Nov. 7, 2009 1 Comment
A visit to a Zen monastery in Japan, meeting with a monk, more similarities than meet the eye.
Hotel Mets, Ofuna, Japan. On the outskirts of Tokyo, a city that begins and then never seems to end. I am here on a whirlwind, week long visit with Sri Chinmoy and students, sharing a room with a [...]
Free Meditation Classes in Auckland
Nov. 6, 2009 No Comments
I can’t speak highly enough of meditation. It has truly, irrecoverably changed my life.
If someone told you that you could do something for only fifteen minutes a day that would make you happier, less stressed, have more energy and be more creative, you would do it right? Why on earth wouldn’t you?
Learning to meditate can [...]
Close the Window
Nov. 2, 2009 15 Comments
Out of the corner of my eye someone is waving to me. Out of corner of hearing, headphones on and music playing, someone is speaking to me.
“Excuse me…”
Seat 23A, right next to the window, United Airlines flight 870 from Sydney to San Francisco, several hours in and several thousand kilometres into journey, I’m in a [...]
The Urban Dictionary
Oct. 31, 2009 6 Comments
Juvenile most of the time, reviled some of the time, but never banal, the Urban Dictionary provides an alternative take on the everyday, and the night-time in-between.
It is dressed downwards of mature sometimes, maybe most of the time, but that is why it is the “urban” dictionary—just like a city, you do not visit this [...]
What Hope a Decent Brew?
Oct. 15, 2009 No Comments
“Go to the French cafe by the departure gate. It’s got really good coffee, and sandwiches too.”
Dressed like a character from a Jack Kerouac novel, a connoisseur of places subterranean, my friend knows his coffee, and the city he lives in does too. Forget paired and halved slices of bread, I have been in Melbourne [...]
Long White Cloud by Alan Spence
Oct. 12, 2009 1 Comment
My stories often have their origin in something that actually happened – an incident, a memory, something heard. (In this case it was the leap out of a plane at 12000 feet – one of the scariest things I’ve ever done). It’s then a case of finding a voice, letting characters take shape, coalesce round [...]
More »Airport Anxiety or a flight down memory lane
Oct. 12, 2009 No Comments
The following story has sentimental value for me far beyond whatever worth it may possess of its own right and writing.
Not only was it written in Japan, penned during the final hours of first visit to a land that has always had a mysterious, wasabi-strong pull, but it was more or less my first ever [...]
The Zen of the Hubble Deep Field
Sep. 9, 2009 8 Comments
Find an empty space in the sky and stare into it. Anywhere. Up there, over here, left of somewhere or right of over there, it doesn’t really matter, just pick a spot and stare, stare and stare. What you find might change the very universe. And it will almost certainly blow your mind…
In 1995 astronomers, [...]
Prime Ministers’ wives are from Venus
Sep. 5, 2009 1 Comment
Japanese Prime Minister-elect Yukio Hatoyama did the impossible last week, a landslide victory won for his Democratic Party of Japan, an unprecedented reversal of election fortune over the incumbent Liberal Democratic Party, who have ruled Japan for all but 11 months since 1955.
Retired actress, author, lifestyle guru and wife of the Prime Minister, Miyuki [...]
Short Black Temper
Jul. 27, 2009 14 Comments
Monday morning, 9am, back on the contracting treadmill again, contestant and collaborator in the nine to five daily grind, my services as an Art Worker required and hired by an inner city design studio. It has been a while since I’ve worked in an office—my work is mostly from home and for my own clients [...]
More »Inspiring letters and no few words
Jul. 26, 2009 No Comments
Strangely and very much disconcertingly absent from pen and desk, writing paper blank now curling at the edges these past few months, I’ve finished and submitted a story nay epic 4000 word behemoth to the soon to be published Episode 17 of Inspiration-Letters at the Sri Chinmoy Centre.
Here is a sneak peak, teaser and few [...]
Things my Uncle taught me
Jul. 25, 2009 No Comments
A trip to visit a mysterious uncle, whose sagely, intuitive advice proved to be presciently exact (with apologies to Sumangali).
While still somewhat new to meditation, and some months before becoming a member of the Sri Chinmoy Centre, I discovered to my great joy my Mother’s sister was a practitioner of this new, seductive art, a [...]
Inspiration-Letters: Destiny Edition
Mar. 23, 2009 6 Comments
Thrift stores, cheap chocolates and masterpieces by Van Gogh and Cezanne—so begins the 16th edition of Inspiration-Letters, magazine style forum for inspired writers of the Sri Chinmoy Centre. A fitting beginning it is too, for all the authors are koan-carrying members of a meditation group espousing a philosophy of merging the heights of spirituality with [...]
More »On Journeys Through the Australian States
Mar. 17, 2009 2 Comments
Time passed writing about passing time in an airport coffee shop…
Travelling. Again. In Melbourne Airport, for four and half hours, but not my final destination, or even second to final in this marathon, budget airline leapfrog across the Pacific, Tasman and Indian Oceans. I am in an airport café sipping the oh so treasured caffeinated [...]
The 108 Steps of Perfection
Mar. 16, 2009 1 Comment
Karate, kata, perfect form and perfectionism in Japan
At the age of seven, the result of an I don’t know from where interest in Japan, I began learning karate, lessons undertaken at my own insistence, my mother’s weary acquiescence. Perhaps she sensed that it would be either breaking blocks of wood or chopping bones on a [...]

